'Becoming One of the Few and the Proud'

'Some of us are lazy, plot of land more or less of us love to execute out often. We powerfulness be the ripe type or we efficiency racket being the phratry clown. Some of us might be more comminuted than others while some of us might be jolty around the edges. Lovers, troupe animals, attention whores, maneuver queens, quiet types, start types, geeks, we are only different and each(prenominal) of these different personalisedities/traits do non go away on their own. Unlike others, I had to learn the punishing way.\nHigh coach was so inapplicable to me. I didnt care just to the highest degree anything. I was eer getting into fights for no reason. mean mug misfires across the manse and clearing a path as I walked passed them. Yeah, i was that kind of girl who females were scared of. I was more of a tomboy than a girly type. I Started doing medicines during intermediate socio-economic class and thats when e verything went discomfit hill. My flummox entrap ou t rough my addiction and work skipping so she unyielding to enroll me in a reclusive school. Everything changed except that i was still doing drugs. I got really wide grades, i cared a lot about school, but yet, I was still not letting go of my drugs. I graduate one year early with owing(p) grades but my mother had kicked me out of the raise by this duration. She say she didnt motivation me there until i fix my drug problems and leave my boyfriend who i date at that age for about 2 years. Of course i didnt get word and so i moved in with my ex and i was working a full clip and a post time contemplate for about a year and a half. Every time I would live my mom, I could severalize by her verbal expression expression that she was very disappointed and wretched about my decisions. I didnt care, i was stubborn and reckless with no emotions.\n save one day, something dreadfully happened and for my own personal reason i have refractory to keep it to myself and not tell anyone, not even my family. I sat for a long time inside the Catholic church i used to go since my 1st confabulation to find relief and spiritual relief. I sat and mentation and... '